The sun is up, im awake, dog fed and im working on drinking my 2nd cup of coffee. im somewhat awake at this point, at least enough to do a bit of writing on here. ive came up with the memory of when i used to write all the time i was journaling or blogging everyday so here goes, from here on out ill blog each day and see if my writing improves as im still struggling with my book.
Not a whole lot going on around here. I did get my SSI approved, now its just a waiting game for the call from them to set it all up. So my feelings of complete dread and being forever broke are mostly gone and im starting to get excited as im finally at the beginning of a new and hopefully happy chapter in life.
Im also doing an online course in poetry and soon my philosophy will be starting as well. Its all good things. Ive chosen my next service dog and hes a very handsome 14 week only Standard Poodle. I cant wait to get him home, as well i cant wait to get a car and some new clothes...yes it is the start to a new life for me and a better one where i can contribute to things again.
My goal in life at this point...becoming a successful writer and i have the means to do it and soon ill even have a new computer to write on as this one is on its last leg, its 5 years old so its no surprise that it needs replaced. Its been a good computer for me though and ill miss it as ive gotten so used to it. Ill probably hang onto it as a back up just in case but i wont be using it as much as the new one. Im hoping to spend a day or two a week in a coffee shop or at a park writing and of course having my dogs with me...i guess it will have to be a park as i cant take both dogs to a coffee shop but i can give Bones individual time with me by doing that. We will see what i figure out, all i know is this next dog has some HUGE shoes to fill. Bones may be a small dog but hes been the best ever for me and i have no idea how im going to get another dog to be just as good with me as far as a service dog goes...good thing he comes from good lines...maybe that will help.
I actually have a lot i want to get done today but i wanted to take some time to write as since thats kind of my goal in life right now i want to work on it as much as possible right now. I mean its the most important thing to me. I really think i have potential with my writing as i used to be told that i had people who followed everything i wrote because i can be so honest and say things most others wouldnt dare post publicly...well thats just me, i post things as they are and those who dont like it dont have to read it. I know not everyone can handle some of what i write but for me writing is my outlet and many times my opinion on things...i cant help it, i am who i am, its not going to change.
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