For those who care to read this you may or may not be surprised. Ive been going through a lot lately, staying in bed most of the time, depressed generally just giving up. dont be surprised if i continue this, its not just the PTSD and such its also something else entirely different that i dont discuss often.
This may get a little tmi but its the only way to explain things. My breasts have really REALLY been hurting a lot. i dont mention it because i in a way dont want to know but ive also found new lumps, huge ones...yes i know i have cystic breast disease and i know at some point it will most likely turn into cancer and im fine with that, good with it even. Call me crazy but anything that will just go ahead and take me out of this world i will welcome. IF and its a huge IF i end up talking to a doctor about it and get it tested even if it is cancer dont try and talk me into treatment, i decided years ago that i will not do treatment of any kind, just pain killers to make it more comfortable.
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