Ive been in and out of a funk for a while now and tonight after spending all day sleeping ive came to the realization that i need something to motivate me and keep me going while i struggle to get all of my projects met and become successful at something.
im not your average person, i doubt myself often but im passionate about certain things and am kind of a jane of many trades but have yet to master one yet...this year hopefully by the end of the year ill be able to say different.
The things im drawn to are my writing, dog grooming, crocheting and even though i have yet to really do it tattooing and piercing...im hoping through the passion for my first 3 loves that i can become successful at the later but its all about trying to raise the money for it at this point. ive been offered an apprenticeship with a local artist and one way or the other will make it happen. i need to get my book done and published and hopefully that will go a long way in helping me with it all. It was devastating when i discovered that 3 years of my writing got lost and i have had to start over...cuz i really wasnt far from being able to publish and feel like im back at square one which i am but i think if i can just force my mind back into it i can get it done in a month or so...i hope anyway...
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