My mind is overworking itself this morning since i havent slept yet but during the night i ran into something online that made sense and i think Bones would agree.
Not a day goes by that i dont worry about something happening to him and me losing him, its a thought i can hardly bear. Hes been a pretty special part of my life and ive relied on him as much as he has relied on me at times, if not more on my end.
Sure, hes spoiled, and lately has been having to be constantly touching me or laying on the desk in front of my laptop which makes it hard to write but i wouldnt give up his quirks for anything.
When i think of having to face losing him especially since hes 9 its not uncommon for me to get teary eyed over it. i know, i sound silly.
I read something about a rescue dying and wanting his owner to move on and get another dog, not seeing it as a replacement but as the owner doing for another dog as they had done for him. Anyone who knows Bones can tell you he has a huge heart and i know that as bad of shape he was in when i got him and how well hes taken care of now that he would want me to do the same. Its not an easy thing for me to think about but with that line of thinking when the time comes it will make it easier on me to think that way.
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